I hate cleaning. I am the polar opposite of my loves-to-clean sister.
I hate cooking. I am the polar opposite of my brother the chef.
I hate doing laundry and folding and putting away clothes.
HATE IT.
I don't let me girls use the word "hate" and yet that is the only word I can use to accurately describe how I feel about such chores.
I rarely make our bed properly. It's a good day if I pull the sheets and blankets up over the pillows.
I know I am a terrible housekeeper and cook. I can see and I can taste.
I constantly feel like I am in a sinking boat with only a thimble to get the extra water out. I am sinking faster than I can get myself out. The housework and house responsibilities are always piling up no matter how much I try to keep up.
The good news is I rarely hear about my lack of skills from my family. We do joke about my cooking sometimes but they know I do the best I can. Some days I am just in survival mode.
I wrote all of this after doing laundry and cleaning most of the day. I feel accomplished but also know that come tomorrow, with Spring Break in full swing, it will look like I did nothing of the sort.
Here's to all the moms (and dads) out there who are sinking in their boats with me, with only a thimble to use to bail yourself out.
I am learning to let go, embrace the craziness and just have fun. I have two young daughters, two dogs who hallucinate and hear voices and an out numbered, doesn't stand a chance, dreading-the-teen-years husband. This is me just throwing my life out into cyberspace.
Monday, April 1, 2013
Time Flies
I registered Sleeping Beauty (AKA "Bebe") for Kindergarten last week. I am so sad and happy at the same time. She hugged me when I told her she was signed up. She has been waiting for "Big Kid School" for three years. :) She promised to "remain a baby" and then to "remain a toddler" and now look! She is five and will be in school every day in August. How does this happen??
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